faith

Mentioned in Surah Al Baqarah, 216
" Perhaps you love something but it is bad for you,
 and perhaps you hate something but it is good for you.
 Allah know while you know not"

I admit it is one of that damn tiring journey in my life.
tapi its okay, dah nampak dah hikmah kenapa dah rasa lain.
kenapa dah kurang, kenapa itu kenapa ini.
Dah nampak dah slow slow.
Yang penting yakin kat Tuhan.
 

Never Doubt What A Prayer Can Do

Hi peeps.
Im having finals in two days,
and I have a project presentation tomorrow,
and need to submit a report too.

Taktahu lah,
Rasa doa lepas Isyak tadi macam tulus sangat,
Dalam banyak banyak bende,
Rasa macam tak pernah mintak mende tu,
Mintak Allah tutup pintu hati saya,
Untuk awak.

Somehow lepas mintak rasa tenang.
Entahlah,
Tambah pulak diri sendiri tak consistent dengan ape yang dirasa, dialami.
Usahkan nak suruh orang paham,
Diri sendiri tak paham.

Oleh tu yakinlah,
Doa tu senjata Mukmin.
Kalau kita nak sungguh sungguh, kita buat sungguh sungguh kan?
Kita mintak sungguh sungguh kan?
Kan?

Dalam Buku Rahsia

The struggle is real
Left untouched
Untold

Stared at your smile
Thus think of exciting time
Not that long

The eyes blinked
Turn around
You arent there
Anymore

Pain.

Have you ever heard that pain change people?
Well, I did. And I think I'm facing it.

Well, I am a girl who usually puts people first before me. And obviously, I really care for those who are close to me and hm it becomes worst when some of them misinterpreted my deeds.

How pain change my behavior aha

When people started to misinterpreted my deeds, then they treated me differently. Worst come to worst, some ignored. I feel bad about it. And I am now at the point of ignoring everything, I don't want to ask about anything and let the time heal everything.